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The stars and their silence
Exploring the concept of living without significant memories or community connections, presenting a profound sense of isolation. Continue reading
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Being, in Process
Reflecting on significant life changes over six months. Also, trying to embrace simplicity and contentment, highlighting my newfound happiness with a puppy, and a kindly community. Continue reading
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An Audience for Monsters
Exploreing personal musings on societal issues, questioning popular perspectives while advocating for internal change. Continue reading
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.2024
Reflecting on the anxieties of personal transformation amidst societal distractions. Continue reading
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Heaven In Hiding
Life, sometimes, is about finding solace in the mundane moments and seeking connections through shared experiences. Continue reading
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A Potential Optimist
Despite my reality at present, I remain cautiously optimistic and excitable. Continue reading
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The Pathology of Failure
Reflections on love, growth, and acceptance in the face of life’s challenges. Continue reading
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The Promise of Reality
A personal journey to Istanbul, where I encountered a young female, an interpreter who left a lasting impression on me. Continue reading
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A Violin in a Void
Reflecting on the significance of emotional connection and affection in life, drawing from personal experiences and observations. Continue reading
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Fair Light
Yet another reflection on the complexities of life, time, and personal struggles. Continue reading
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Time Grains
In the midst of embracing change and embarking on new projects, I reflect on the concept of readiness for the upcoming year. Continue reading
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Archives of Bitterness
Writing about my return home to Bulgaria for the winter after extensive travel, taking note of the familiar yet distant details of my environment. Despite physical exhaustion and feelings of isolation, the eagerness to embark on my next journey persists. I also muse on the meaning of existence, reflecting on a life devoid of romantic… Continue reading
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A Remarkable Nobody
I explore my inner yearning for connection with others, my struggle with physical appearance and health, and a letter sent to my high school biology teacher. Self-acceptance and human connections. Continue reading
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Lonely Cognisance
I reflect on the concept of luck, the inevitability of change, the influence of technology, and my perspective on life and creativity. It touches on the unpredictability of life, the evolving nature of knowledge, and the struggle with traditional rules of expression. Chaos rules! Continue reading
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Digital Ephemera
Reflecting on the impact of social media and my with physiotherapy. I discuss the influence of algorithms on our minds and behaviours, as well as the complexity of human interactions. Continue reading
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Slightly Off
The text reflects on personal struggles, self-perception, relationships, and the importance of visual appearance. Continue reading
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Literally
I reflect on the experiences and emotions of a person approaching their 36th birthday. My contemplations touch upon the passage of time, the challenges faced, and the impact of relationships on my life. Continue reading
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Myopic Drift
The content delves into the profound emotions of loss, heartbreak, and the passage of time. It reflects on the struggle to accept change, the yearning for a second chance, and the lingering hope for emotional and intellectual fulfilment. Continue reading
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Winter Melancholy
“A doll dreaming of being a real boy, rejected for being untrue.” Continue reading
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The Reality of Dreams
Introspective musings on unfulfilled desires and accepting ambiguity. Continue reading
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Friendly Impostor
Reflecting on the beauty of August and the changing seasons, expressing a struggle to appreciate nature’s wonders and the challenges of finding meaning. Continue reading
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Insufficient Facsimile
Reflecting on my recent three-week trip to Tutrakan, Bulgaria. Continue reading
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Indefinable Wistfulness
Reflecting on measuring days by meals and the struggle of being a creative. Continue reading
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A Heartbeat Away
A man prepares dinner in a modern, sturdy home, surrounded by luxurious food and drink. He seems troubled, having a fleeting, unexplainable experience. Continue reading
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Blind Contours
Reflecting on a newfound understanding of the difficulty in conveying certain feelings to others. Continue reading
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Coffee Stained Lunacy
As I sip on a large Americano in a small café, a butterfly lands on the rim of my mug, triggering a wave of anxiety. Continue reading
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Paradigm Strain
Encouraging learning from mistakes and loving others. Now go love someone! Continue reading
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The Sweet Far Thing
Reflections on using a dating app and questioning the search for love Continue reading
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The Measure of A Little While
Overthinking, struggling to appreciate the nuances of everyday experiences, and feeling a lack of excitement in life. Continue reading
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Snickers Deep Dish Pizza
A letter I sent to a certain someone in a shaky attempt at restarting a conversation abandoned decades ago. Continue reading
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Alis Propriis Volat
I observe a young woman creating delectable treats with intense passion, weaving her emotions into her culinary creations. Her dedication and artistry fascinate me. Continue reading
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Blue Notes
I delve into the contemplation of meeting one’s younger self and the uncertainty of whether imparting wisdom would make a difference. Continue reading
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Sentimental Boulevard
A reflection on loneliness and the lingering hope of rekindling a lost connection. Continue reading
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Light Without Effulgence
Reflecting on the complexities of life and the struggle to find meaning and contentment. Continue reading
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Misaligned
Solitude and introspection are essential for a conscious and mindful life, fostering wisdom and awareness of the human condition. However, the threat of loneliness lingers. Continue reading
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Older
A reflective piece on life and human interactions, woven with vivid descriptions of urban scenes. It culminates in a mysterious encounter with an old man and a bag of glass. Continue reading
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Graceful Degradation
Feelings of inadequacy and failed attempts at reconciliation will continue to haunt me forevermore. Continue reading
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Forever And A Day
The narrative captures the struggle for self-expression and the determination to overcome obstacles in various forms. Continue reading
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Back to Normality?
I share my thoughts on The Expanse, blending fiction with real-world events, questioning humanity’s choices, and advocating for enlightenment and love. Continue reading
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Monotonic Drift
Reflecting on my struggles and experiences, from my admiration for Martin Amis and Christopher Hitchens to my isolation whilst living in London. Continue reading
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Quintessential 21st Century Loner
I reflects on similarities and differences between myself and a 35-year-old Japanese man with regards to the impact of technology, societal norms, and the future of artificial intelligence on human interaction and loneliness. Continue reading
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